Madre Ayahuasca,

Madre Ayahuasca,

It's been a while since the last time I met you here in the jungle. More precisely, 5,5 years ago. You were my introduction to Psychedelics and Plant Medicine. Thanks to my dear friends, brother, and sister, Martin & Matilda. I am forever grateful for that. πŸ™πŸ½β€οΈπŸ’«

I didn't know what to expect during our first encounter, even though I heard so much about you, reading through endless articles and reviews from people's personal experiences. And frankly, you are impossible to describe in words. You are one of the most magical and profound experiences a human being can experience in their life. β€οΈβœ¨πŸƒ

This weekend I will meet you twice, and I'm looking forward to it

The last time I met you, I battled a lot with Anger, Frustration, Self-Esteem, and Self-Rejection. You helped me purge a lot of garbage that I still had in me, which wasn't processed, such as my mom's 2 cancer periods, an old close friend, past failed relationships, and the black wolf that seemed to have an advantage over the white wolf.

I've progressed a lot during these years, and I'm a very different person today

I've also been working with your loving and caring husband, San Pedro 🌡. Your son, the great teacher, Psilocybin πŸ„. His more energetic and creative brother, LSD ✨. Each one has given me so much quality help, so much insight about life itself, that I can't describe how much all of you have meant to me. πŸ™ŒπŸ½πŸ™πŸ½β€οΈ

I still battle with unnecessary Self-Rejection. The doubts are popping up from time to time. But I'm doing much better, though. Trying to be more aware every time it happens and not letting it take over my mind.

I'm all open, and I will surrender to you completely this weekend. I still see myself, if not even more now, as a student. A student of life and the beautiful journey we're on. πŸ™πŸ½β€οΈπŸ’«

Make sure you hit that Subscribe button if you like getting my blog posts directly to your inbox.